Well, the real facts are coming out about the Colorado church shootings, and as usual, the first draft of history got quite a few things wrong. This is not surprising, and certainly not anything worth condemning; it's the nature of the beast. Initial reports on anything that big, that chaotic, that insane are almost always unreliable, and ought to be taken with several handfuls of salt.
First up, the gunman was not killed by Jeanne Assam. He killed himself. She wounded him, but the fatal shot was when he put his shotgun to his own head. And Assam is now known not just as a former Minneapolis cop, but a disgraced one -- fired after lying during an investigation of her over official misconduct.
You know what? I'm glad these details are coming out. It just makes the story that much better.
One of the concerns I had about the whole thing is that Assam would have to live with the knowledge that she had killed another human being. That his death was not only justified, but almost absolutely necessary was irrelevant -- she had still taken a life, and for some people that's a very hard thing to live with. Now she won't have to live with it; the cowardly little shit did our job for us and blew himself straight to hell.
He would have most likely done so anyway once the killing frenzy was over, much like the shooters at the Omaha mall and at Virginia Tech, but thanks to her shooting and wounding him, his killing spree ended much sooner.
I'm also glad that she wasn't just simply an ex-cop, but a disgraced one who had been stripped of her badge. It removes any hint that she had some special authority or official sanction for her actions. She was an ordinary citizen, no more and no less, who chose to exercise her 2nd Amendment rights under the Constitution, and was in the right place at the right time with the right tools to save countless lives -- and did so. She had exactly as much right to carry that gun as, say, Mark Furhman or members of the Minuteman Project. (Yes, two examples chosen just to poke certain liberal types right in the eye.)
And (this one is purely for my dear friend Candy, the very devout Christian) this makes her story that much better. This woman is about to become a fracking saint to the Christian community. I mean, you can't make up a story like hers:
She's a Minneapolis cop, full of pride and rage, whose own actions lead her to disgrace and cost her not only her job, but her career -- she gets into a confrontation on a city bus, then lies about it to an official investigation -- but the whole thing is caught on videotape and she is fired for cause. She packs up her life and moves hundreds of miles away, then joins a church where she finds new meaning in her life. Then, after a shooting at a missionary training school sixty-five miles away, she has a premonition that her church might be the next target the very next day. She goes to her church officials, who actually listen to her and authorize her and other parishioners to be present as volunteer guards -- some armed, some not.
Then it goes down just as she foresaw. And she's not even the first armed guard on the scene -- a man is, but he's in too much shock to respond. But there is Jeanne, the disgraced former cop, stripped of her badge and career, armed with a pistol against an armored psycho with rifle and shotgun and who knows what else.
She warns him to surrender, but he doesn't. Instead, he turns on her and fires. She shoots back. Miraculously (there really isn't another word for it), he misses -- but she doesn't. He's wounded several times. But he's still alive and conscious enough to kill one last time -- he puts the gun to his own head and pulls the trigger. In the most critical time in her life, this woman who had cracked under stress in Minneapolis (first losing her temper on the bus, then lying and trying to cover it up) is calm, cool, and collected and does what needs to be done -- in God's house, protecting God's flock.
And in the end, the bad guy isn't even killed by the hero. Instead, like a bad movie or comic book (I'm reminded of how the villains tend to die in comic-book movies -- beaten by the hero, but killed at their own hands, like Jack Nicholson's Joker in "Batman" or Willem Dafoe's Green Goblin in "Spider-Man"), he takes the coward's way out and ends his own life. The hero's hands are kept clean even of the blood of the clearly guilty.
I'm an agnostic, but I'm not a hard-core religion-hating athiest, and even I have to admit that the argument here for "the hand of God" is a tough one to refute in this case. The story of Jeanne Assam is the kind of schlock I'm used to hearing from the incredibly-annoying hard-ass born-again Jesus freak evangelicals -- but it's all one-hundred-percent grade-A real. The only thing it's missing is a history of alcoholism or drug abuse that pushed her into her fall in Minneapolis, an addiction that God helped her overcome prior to her absolutely incredible heroism this last Sunday.
I can't imagine a police department in the country that would not want her on their force now. She's more than redeemed herself for her past sins, and she's shown that she is now precisely the kind of person we need as a cop. But I see three far more likely futures for her:
1) Motivational speaker, especially to Christian groups. As I said, she has one hell of an inspirational life story, and there is a real demand for people like her telling how she got to the point she was at last Sunday.
2) Church leader. She firmly believes it was the hand of God that guided her last weekend, and a lot of her fellow church members are in no mood to argue. The idea of following and associating with someone who was so personally and publicly touched by God certainly must have occurred to some of them.
3) Going back to her prior life and trying to slip back into obscurity. She gives every bit of credit for her heroism to God, not herself, and she might feel self-conscious in building on what she sees as God's will and God's hand and God's actions for her own personal benefit and advancement.
As I said, I am agnostic. I simply lack any elements of religious faith. I do not ascribe to any religious tenets or beliefs; to me, I take "agnostic" absolutely literally. I literally "do not know" whether or not there is a God. It is an utterly meaningless concept to me; I do not know, and by the tenets of most faiths there is no rational way I can know -- God's existence must be taken as a matter of faith, not proof, and I find myself mentally incapable of taking that leap of faith without some concrete evidence -- and every major faith agrees that God doesn't do that sort of thing nowadays.
But when incidents like Jeanne Assam's story (and it should be called her story -- the name of the worthless shitbag who she stopped should be wiped from our collective memory, to deny him the fame and celebrity he so desperately craved) happen, it gives a healthy kick to my non-belief. At some point, the coincidences just seem to overwhelm simple random chance.
I'm not ready to renounce my agnosticism just yet, Candy -- my lack of faith is very strong. But it's taken a major blow.
Comments (64)
We know the negative detail... (Below threshold)1. Posted by jpm100 | December 12, 2007 5:28 AM | Score: 2 (6 votes cast)
We know the negative details of her past life a little too quickly. To me, that is shades of the politics of personal destruction. Because she is an anti-gun control hero (a Christian one at that), seems like she is now fair game for attack.
I mean I now know less about the gunmen that day than I do her.
This act of protection may ruin the rest of her life and there will be those who want/cause that to happen.
1. Posted by jpm100 | December 12, 2007 5:28 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 05:28
2. Posted by Oyster | December 12, 2007 7:03 AM | Score: 4 (6 votes cast)
That does indeed make the story a lot more interesting. But it doesn't detract from her bravery in the least. She's redeemed herself a hundredfold. I'm not saying I could ever show that kind of heroism as I've never been in a circumstance like that. But I'm the kind of person that would want to slip back into obscurity.
2. Posted by Oyster | December 12, 2007 7:03 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 07:03
3. Posted by WildWillie | December 12, 2007 7:17 AM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
JT, as a christian, I am encouraged by your little step. ww
3. Posted by WildWillie | December 12, 2007 7:17 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 07:17
4. Posted by tj | December 12, 2007 8:06 AM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
I agree with wildwillie. one step at a time JT :)
4. Posted by tj | December 12, 2007 8:06 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 08:06
5. Posted by Candy | December 12, 2007 8:13 AM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
Jay,
I suspect that being well-read, you probably have heard that Jesus is the Potter, and we are the Clay. You bein' molded, my friend ;)
Merry, Merry Christmas to all!
5. Posted by Candy | December 12, 2007 8:13 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 08:13
6. Posted by mymy | December 12, 2007 8:19 AM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
I read your blog everyday.This is my first comment ever.Please know there is a God .He sends his son to help.I have no idea why certain people are chosen to be touched by God,but they are.I assume you can get my e-mail .I would be happy to tell you my sons story.Thanks for taking time to read this
6. Posted by mymy | December 12, 2007 8:19 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 08:19
7. Posted by Rovin
| December 12, 2007 8:22 AM | Score: 1 (3 votes cast)
JT, the Holy Spirit may be workin' on ya right now. Don't get nervous or apprehensive. It's a good thing. Your writing skills are not the only thing that is blessed.
Rov
7. Posted by Rovin
| December 12, 2007 8:22 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 08:22
8. Posted by El Kabong | December 12, 2007 8:36 AM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
"I mean I now know less about the gunmen that day than I do her."
Isn't that great, though? As J was sayin', at VT and Columbine and all the others, the fame mostly rested with the perps. In this case, his name will be lost to obscurity, whited out by the heroine's 15 minutes in the spotlight.
Score one for the good guys (and gals).
8. Posted by El Kabong | December 12, 2007 8:36 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 08:36
9. Posted by Jer | December 12, 2007 8:55 AM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
Whatever caused her to do this is past my analysis, but asking for Devine guidance and walking into gunfire to save lives reminds me of John 15:13. Past issues notwithstanding, I have no problem with what she did.
9. Posted by Jer | December 12, 2007 8:55 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 08:55
10. Posted by wright | December 12, 2007 9:05 AM | Score: 1 (3 votes cast)
Obviously, she would no longer fit in with the Minneapolis Police Department.
10. Posted by wright | December 12, 2007 9:05 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 09:05
11. Posted by Jeff Blogworthy | December 12, 2007 9:30 AM | Score: 1 (3 votes cast)
Baby steps Jay, baby steps... Heh.
I first read the details of this story here. I hadn't heard any of this stuff (been busy). Thanks for keeping me up to date. What a fascinating story.
11. Posted by Jeff Blogworthy | December 12, 2007 9:30 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 09:30
12. Posted by LaMedusa | December 12, 2007 9:59 AM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
This wonderful story only reinforces that it's impossible for me not to believe in God. Everyone in their own time, Jay. No hurries, no worries.
12. Posted by LaMedusa | December 12, 2007 9:59 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 09:59
13. Posted by Frazetta_girl
| December 12, 2007 10:13 AM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
What a great essay on this story. I'd honestly never thought about the beauty of the killer dying at his own hand and leaving Jeanne, hero, standing without blood on her hands. Simply wonderful. Thanks, JT.
13. Posted by Frazetta_girl
| December 12, 2007 10:13 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 10:13
14. Posted by Mark | December 12, 2007 10:34 AM | Score: -3 (3 votes cast)
If this story converts you will the next story of seemingly random evil cause a retraction?
Changed human lives; science and history have plenty of evidence for belief in God.
Miracles are gifts from God. But to look to them for proof is childish.
Faith in God when life sucks is what counts in the end.
Thats my sermon.
Keep your agosticism Jay it makes your blogging more interesting. (Sarcasm)
14. Posted by Mark | December 12, 2007 10:34 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 10:34
15. Posted by epador | December 12, 2007 10:48 AM | Score: 1 (3 votes cast)
Very interesting and intriguing essay. I'm not so sure you don't believe, though. Consider me an agnostic skeptic.
15. Posted by epador | December 12, 2007 10:48 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 10:48
16. Posted by McGehee
| December 12, 2007 10:53 AM | Score: 1 (3 votes cast)
If the path were smooth, getting there would hardly be worth it.
16. Posted by McGehee
| December 12, 2007 10:53 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 10:53
17. Posted by Puckpan | December 12, 2007 10:55 AM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
Not to mention - she's also a hottie.
17. Posted by Puckpan | December 12, 2007 10:55 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 10:55
18. Posted by thecomputerguy | December 12, 2007 11:11 AM | Score: 1 (5 votes cast)
whether or not you believe in God, this story illustrates that there is good and evil in this world - something that seems beyond the comprehension of many of our liberal friends.
18. Posted by thecomputerguy | December 12, 2007 11:11 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 11:11
19. Posted by BarneyG2000 | December 12, 2007 11:34 AM | Score: -9 (13 votes cast)
"It removes any hint that she had some special authority or official sanction for her actions. She was an ordinary citizen, no more and no less, who chose to exercise her 2nd Amendment rights under the Constitution, and was in the right place at the right time with the right tools to save countless lives -- and did so."
Jay, she had special authority and was officially sanctioned by the church. She was a volunteer security guard licensed (by the state) to carry a firearm. She was not an ordinary citizen out for a stroll with her trusted 44:
Boyd said there are 15 to 20 security people at the church. All are volunteers but the only ones armed are those who are licensed to carry weapons.
The security guards are members of the church who are screened and not "mercenaries that we hire to walk around our campus to provide security," Boyd said.
http://www.thedenverchannel.com/news/14817480/detail.html
The 2nd amendment states: "well regulated". That means the government can limit what weapons can be owned by whom and under what situations.
Lastly, I guess gods' hands were a little shaky when the two daughters got blow away?
19. Posted by BarneyG2000 | December 12, 2007 11:34 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 11:34
20. Posted by Chuck Simmins | December 12, 2007 11:45 AM | Score: -1 (3 votes cast)
Gotta say, the dismissal from the PD seems like it was BS. I wonder if they had a problem with the existence of women cops and this was just a way to lose one.
Just to be clear, the news reports on the gunman all state that she put him down, and then he killed himself. Regardless of his actions, she stopped his killing spree.
20. Posted by Chuck Simmins | December 12, 2007 11:45 AM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 11:45
21. Posted by Paul Hooson | December 12, 2007 12:11 PM | Score: -1 (5 votes cast)
Even though the efforts of Jeanne Assam were indeed to be admired, as she had steely nerves in a time of real crisis and certainly saved many lives, the press desperately wanted to report a hero story and ran ahead of all the facts once again.
21. Posted by Paul Hooson | December 12, 2007 12:11 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 12:11
22. Posted by Synova | December 12, 2007 12:34 PM | Score: 0 (2 votes cast)
Yeah, they ran ahead with the hero story and then picked up steam by running even faster with the disgraced hero story.
As someone or other said... it's hard to complain much when it means that most of us don't even know the killer's name.
As it should be.
22. Posted by Synova | December 12, 2007 12:34 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 12:34
23. Posted by freetime | December 12, 2007 12:40 PM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
As a former Marine, all I can say is that this woman is my hero. She advanced into the attack laying down an effective and accurate fire. How many others could do the same.
The only caution I could add is that it's not safe to attend a gunfight with a caliber that does not begin with a .4. The MSM didn't say what she was using but I suspect something smaller. Still, you do the best with what you have and she certainly did. I am in awe of her courage whatever its source.
23. Posted by freetime | December 12, 2007 12:40 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 12:40
24. Posted by Howcome | December 12, 2007 12:44 PM | Score: 0 (2 votes cast)
What facts did they run with. She stopped the killer whether she killed him or not. In police lingo you shoot until the threat is gone you do not shoot to kill. What I see going on is a civilian, using a gun, stopped a killer and this is a threat to people saying armed citizens can't be trusted to have guns.
24. Posted by Howcome | December 12, 2007 12:44 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 12:44
25. Posted by david | December 12, 2007 12:55 PM | Score: 0 (2 votes cast)
I can't imagine a police department in the country that would not want her on their force now.
I have a great deal of admiration and gratitude for what Ms. Assam did. Nonetheless, I'm not sure I'd jump to this conclusion.
While it certainly is possible that she was the victim of a vindictive male-chauvinist police bureaucracy, she went thru a police union grievance procedure and didn't get just a reprimand, but was thrown off the force. It's hard for me to believe that a cop would be booted just for cussing. While you can't believe everything you read on the internet, there are a couple of websites (naturally, they are pretty short on details) which indicate that she had a history of brutality towards the public as a police officer, which might explain why she was punished so severely for what appears to be a minor transgression.
I don't know what the full story is on Ms. Assam's police career, and she deserves nothing but contgratulations and gratitude for her actions Sunday. That said, I can easily imagine why a police department would not want her on their force.
25. Posted by david | December 12, 2007 12:55 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 12:55
26. Posted by El Kabong | December 12, 2007 1:03 PM | Score: 2 (4 votes cast)
As much as I hate to disarm an unarmed opponenet -
"Boyd said there are 15 to 20 security people at the church. All are volunteers but the only ones armed are those who are licensed to carry weapons."
Yes, well, only those with permits to carry weapons can legally carry in the church, and I'm sure the church and the volunteers wanted to stay within the law. That is what responsible citizens do - they stay within the law. And a responsible citizen with a concealed weapon ended a killing spree.
You can contend that "the government can limit what weapons can be owned by whom and under what situations", but that is not the meaning of the 2nd Amendment and not the intent of conceal-and-carry laws, which are a means of ensuring that responsible citizens can (rightfully) bear their arms without inducing panic.
Quit being such a phallus, Barney.
26. Posted by El Kabong | December 12, 2007 1:03 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 13:03
27. Posted by Baron Von Ottomatic | December 12, 2007 1:05 PM | Score: -1 (1 votes cast)
The story is what it is and will continue to develop. And people on both sides of the 2nd Amendment argument - as well as the religious "implications" angle - will try to use it to their rhetorical advantage.
Luckily they were prepared and someone was capable of and willing to make the attempt to bring the situation to an end before it became much worse.
I don't find it any more compelling as a "Come to Jesus" moment than the athlete who claims God guided them to victory. Like Jules and Vincent, some people see Divine Intervention where others see coincidence.
27. Posted by Baron Von Ottomatic | December 12, 2007 1:05 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 13:05
28. Posted by SPQR | December 12, 2007 1:11 PM | Score: 0 (2 votes cast)
Barney, as is usual your ignorance is astonishing. Armed security guards in Colorado have licensing requirements no more strict than that of citizens with concealed weapon permits.
It is astonishing the reliability of your comments - each time you make one, you are wrong.
28. Posted by SPQR | December 12, 2007 1:11 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 13:11
29. Posted by BarneyG2000 | December 12, 2007 1:24 PM | Score: -3 (5 votes cast)
El K and SP, how were my statements wrong? The "hero" was there in an official capacity ordered by the church. As an ex police officer she had, and so did the other security guards, training to deal with the situation, as was implied by the statement "who are screened".
Jay was incorrect when he wrote that she had no authority or official standing at the church.
29. Posted by BarneyG2000 | December 12, 2007 1:24 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 13:24
30. Posted by Oyster | December 12, 2007 2:06 PM | Score: 3 (5 votes cast)
Barney, you're such a putz. First you argue that she did have special authority. Well, this is indeed true. She had the authority of the church to act as security. But only a putz would nit-pick that point ignoring the larger issue; she was a PRIVATE citizen who VOLUNTEERED to act as security.
Then you push it even further, smugly saying:
First you nit-pick, then you obsess over it as if it's the single, most important thing we should all be focusing on. Jay's point, which you missed because you're so hell bent on being in disagreement that you can't wait to once again reveal the boner you've got for Jay, is that she wasn't a government or city cop.
How many times did you read his post looking for that pitiful angle?
Someone get a mop. Barney has peed on the floor again.
30. Posted by Oyster | December 12, 2007 2:06 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 14:06
31. Posted by The Listkeeper | December 12, 2007 2:07 PM | Score: 0 (2 votes cast)
SP, Colorado has NO licensing requirement for either armed or unarmed security guards. Therefore the requirements for a handgun carry permit are actually MORE stringent than required to be a security guard.
31. Posted by The Listkeeper | December 12, 2007 2:07 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 14:07
32. Posted by The Listkeeper | December 12, 2007 2:14 PM | Score: 1 (1 votes cast)
BarneyG is caught in a lie of misrepresentation when he says that she and the other "security guards"(I was a manager in private security for some years and so know better than to call volunteers actual security guards)had any kind of special training. The only training that there can be any certainty of in this case is that required to receive a handgun carry permit in the state of Colorado... Which anyone in the state can apply for and receive since Colorado is a shall issue state.
32. Posted by The Listkeeper | December 12, 2007 2:14 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 14:14
33. Posted by George | December 12, 2007 2:38 PM | Score: -5 (5 votes cast)
Hey, Maggie, you gonna bust El K for calling BG a dick? How about SPQR for calling him stupid? No? Didn't think so. That's the bias I'm talking about. Oh look, there's Oyster piling on. I'll bet you don't have a problem with that.
Believe it or not, I respect the idea of civil discourse. I just think the rules should be applied evenly and if Maggie can't do it then find someone who can.
33. Posted by George | December 12, 2007 2:38 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 14:38
34. Posted by BarneyG2000 | December 12, 2007 2:42 PM | Score: -4 (6 votes cast)
BarneyG is caught in a lie of misrepresentation...
No, I was not. I only provided the quote attributed to Pastor Boyd: "The security guards are members of the church who are screened and not "mercenaries that we hire to walk around our campus to provide security," Boyd said."
Some are licensed to carry arms and others are not but all were screened and at least one that we know about was an ex cop.
Jay, and others, have implied that if all persons in good standing with the law should be able to carry loaded firearms, and then any citizen could have prevented this or other shootings.
Her training had more to do with the outcome then did god.
34. Posted by BarneyG2000 | December 12, 2007 2:42 PM |
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Posted on December 12, 2007 14:42
35. Posted by Jay Tea | December 12, 2007 3:04 PM | Score: 5 (7 votes cast)
Barney, I'm getting very tired of your willful ignorance. But I'm gonna give it one more shot (pardon the expression):
Ms. Assam is NOT a professional security guard. She works full-time for Messenger International, a Christian ministry.
The Church does NOT have the authority to license or otherwise give any sort of official, GOVERNMENT sanction to security guards.
Members of the church, as private individuals, CHOSE to form a "church militia" after seeking and receiving permission from the church to operate on their property. The church did nothing more than give its consent; each of the members provided their own weapons (those that had them), all (I presume) duly licensed by the state to each individual for their own use, their own purposes.
To sum up, Barney, this w